Life

Life has been pretty crazy. Been a constant madness of schedules, work, projects, tests, quizzes, training for work, ideas about taking on more responsibility at work - ie. getting my cdl so i can do bus runs for Judi during the winter and possibly summer if im still around etc. Its been crazy. I had to figure out next semesters classes, which of course made me start thinking about this summer..and next year etc. Life is confusing right now. Not really sure what God wants or even what I want. The more I see about people hurting and needing medical help, the more I wish I was going to school for something in that area. I had cpr training last night for work and it really got me to thinking. Ive been around so much, seen so much of people with medical problems and would like to think that I would be good at caring for them. But...im not ready for the commitment...not ready for taking on so many more years of schooling. As it is, this semester my grades have dropped since last and yet Im learning so much more and getting so much more from the classes. How could I ever make it in medical school?!?! At the same time, I really want to be involved in full-time ministry so why would I go and get a medical degree if I would never really use it? Too many questions, not enough answers. And then there's Adam....lol... Going to meet him at the convo now just to chat. Ill finish this some other time when I get a chance!! Happy weekend!!