It's almost here...the day I have been longing for for about a month now => Can you guess?! Yes! I've been waiting for school to start back up. I love breaks. Love looking forward to them, love not having homework to do or classes to attend or a crazy busy schedule...but after about 3 days of that I am so sick and tired of nothing to do but sleep or watch movies. I love being around people constantly even if all I ever say is a quick "hi" as we pass or sometimes all we have time for is a smile. But it is people. However, now that the day is almost here.... in 48 hours I will have finished my first day of the second semester of my Junior year of college...Im feeling so unprepared. I wanted to be ready to focus on God and then my school before work and then my friends...but im not so sure Im there yet. I wanted to be reading ahead, doing as much homework as I could...but I didn't even look at any of the assignments (I don't even have all the notes or books yet!) I wanted to have great memories to share with others about my amazing break and how much fun it was...but I never got around to it. And then I pause and think about what I just said and realize just how much everything is focused on me. Wow. Am I 2?! Im so glad that everyone is coming back..but not so much excited for a much much busier schedule or for moving back into the dorm... Time is sure flying by. Seems just a few weeks ago I was coming to college for the first time....and I was so excited and could not wait for it to begin. Not Im dreading the end of it => Guess thats a good thing. Afer all, why pay so much money for something you hate with a passion?! :) Well, Im off to read for a bit and then get some zzz's before what is sure to be a great day at church. Goodnight my friends!
(oh yah, and once again I went to see Ty today. I took Dana and Rosanna with me. This means that I saw him every single day this week except for Thursday. Sigh. All the kids were there and then like 3 more so it was quite noisy and Im sure that just my presence was winding a few of them up. After supper, however, I got a bit of time to just sit with Jossi on the sofa. So much fun. Thats the first time he snuggled up to me and we sat like that for a good hour. => Pretty sure I love being an Aunt!! He was looking at pictures on my phone and commenting on how he didn't like what I was wearing in one of them cuz I looked like a buisness woman and a diff one he loved and said I needed to get glasses lol)
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